My thoughts: When I first heard about this novel, it was billed as a "quarter-life crisis novel." While I understand where that moniker comes from, I don't think it suits this novel. There were a few passages, however, that do make a case for Leigh Stein as the voice of those in their early-to-mid-twenties: "I wanted whatever was going to happen to have happened already, so I could email my friends and tell them about it."
Esther is a delightful, quirky, smart, and sad young woman. Her vision of life after college has not materialized:
"Before college, when I’d imagined my social future, my life at twenty-two, I’d pictured a small group of brunette women who were all my best friends, and our bearded boyfriends who all hailed from Portland, in a room together, drinking red wine and discussing Brecht’s influence on Godard, or the merits of Joyce. What page are you on in Ulysses? Oh, 500 and something. Keep with it. I can’t wait to hear what you think of the Latin parodies in Episode 14! Anyone up for another game of Bananagrams?"The beauty, honesty and pain of this novel are exemplified by how that paragraph continues:
"But after four years of college, I was exhausted by ideas, and secretly relieved to live at home because there were so few expectations. I liked being with Jack and Pickle because everything we did together, everything we ever talked about, was unambiguous and fell into one of four categories: Sex, money, drugs, violence."Esther finds herself hanging out with Jack and Pickle, two friends from high school who dabble in community college, video games and partying. Her parents find her a job baby-sitting for friends of theirs who recently lost a baby. The characters of Amy, the troubled mother, and May, the four-year old she spends her days with. The mix of these worlds is particularly stunning. Throughout this novel, there is a beautiful tension between humor and the darkness of reality:
"I couldn’t believe I now had a job. My job was going to be playing with a four-year-old? Part of my brain immediately attempted to calculate the amount of money I’d get to spend on screenwriting books after I paid my parents rent, part of my brain said, You’re stoned, about to go on a drug run, and someone is going to trust you with their small child, and part of my brain cast me as Mary Poppins in an adaptation directed by Stanley Kubrick."While I utterly enjoyed this novel and was sad when I finished it, I think if I had read it even a few years ago, I would have shouted-from-the-rooftops-loved-it. It has little to do with my age and more to do with where I am in life. I'm mostly settled into a nice urban apartment with my husband. We just bought a new car. I have a tenure-track job at an awesome university. This blog serves as a voice to my small corner of the literary blogosphere. Still, the frantic, "who am I?", "where am I going?"--literally and figuratively--questions are not that far behind me. Even if they were, Stein drew me into Esther's world, and it's a quirkier, funnier version of reality; thankfully it still has the hallmarks of everyday life as its anchor.
Favorite passage: "Apparently, no one ever grew up to be noble and brave and wise. Apparently, this was just a lie perpetuated by children’s book authors. Thanks, Frances Hodgson Burnett! High five, Louisa May Alcott! Now, at twenty-two, I finally knew the truth: In another twenty years I would still be depressed and apathetic. I would still be waiting for that turning point, the one that comes in books and plays, where the hero has to step up and risk it all. Apparently, in life, there is no such thing. In another twenty years I would just be a heavier, more nearsighted, more clumsy version of the girl I was now, except that I wouldn’t even be allowed to read Teen Vogue, because I would be seen as either mentally ill or as a pedophilic lesbian."
The verdict: The Fallback Plan is a delightful novel filled with humor, wisdom, heart and pain. Leigh Stein is a talented writer I'll be keeping an eye on.
Rating: 4 out of 5
Length: 224 pages
Publication date: January 3, 2012
Source: I bought it for my Kindle
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